Thursday, December 1, 2011

...dont be rude...

Dear gentle readers...

Please don't take offense when im out and about and do not acknowledge you ... or look at you like a crazy person as you wave excitedly as you see me...and I have to lean over to ask who ever is standing next to me who is waving... I've always had bad eyes..they seem to get worse every year. I worry it's part of my genetics my mom is absolutely positively useless with out her glasses.

Part of my bad eye sight is genetics...the other half is a side affect to a medication I take. I have to gave ny eyes checked every six months because of it.

Im finding it more and more difficult to see facial futures on people at a slight distance. You have to be in my two feet two feet range. So if I 'ignore you" please do make it a point to say hello. Its frustrating to are a blur of a body and an even blurred face.

And my gentle readers...im dreadfully sorry if I don't keep my evening appointments I get invited to so many jewelry party..bingo events...etcetera .... I usually do have every intention of being present if not to buy anything but just the pure joy of being able to have a conversation that doesn't involve talk of the lastest bodily function.
However through out the day I literally loose my mind. I know other stay at home mothers have their whole life organized but im not one of them. In the winter my body doesn't function at all right...and sometimes by the time jeremy gets home from work it feels like I've been awake for days. So after we sit and eat im beyond ready for bed and then as I gently lay my head down on my soft pillow... I remember crap!! I was suppose to go that thing. One day ill be more energetic...I promise